Monday, October 11, 2010

The Down Low

I keep making and breaking my promise to my husband/owner that I would write in my blog on a regular basis and there are consequences when I break my promise to him so here goes:

TRUE STORY:  Last week we decided to make a visit to that Porn Shop that I spoke about.  Yes, he did buy me a new butt plug in my favorite color (pink) for my b'day a few weeks before that and got what he said was the best blow job of his life in the parking lot after our purchase.  While my mouth was on his cock, a few cars drove by slowly and saw what was going on. They parked and stayed. When he realized that we were being watched ( another one of my many fantasies) he lifted his hips higher  so that they could see me sucking him. The he pulled  my head up by the back of my hair to show me off and pushed me back down on his cock.  Knowing that we were being watched made me go crazy because he told me to kneel and open my ass up so he could  put my new toy in place all within view of the other cars. He came in my mouth within a minute of that and shoved his cock down my throat so far that of course I was gagging and the tears were rolling down my face.  It always makes him happy when that happens. And yes, I have been trying to do as I'm told and am wearing my new present as much as possible even tho it makes me sore but not as sore as it would be if I disobeyed him.

This whole porn shop thing was a bit of a mystery to me but after last week, I finally got why they are still in business even tho everything that you need can be bought on line.  All of the toys for sale and the videos that you watch in the back can be found without ever leaving the comfort of you home but after the experience we had last week I realized that's not the main purpose.  Because of that blow job incident, he decided that the next time we would take it to a new level.  He told me that we would make another visit  and that we would go in the back where the booths are, find whoever is in there, lead them outside and put on a show for them in our car.

We were sitting on our deck on a beautiful Sat. afternoon when he told me to go "get dressed".  When he says that, he doesn't need to specify what he expects me to wear.  By now I just know......

On the 20 minute ride there, he unzipped his pants and without saying a word,  I started to suck his cock which was of course, already hard.

We pulled up.  It was mid day .  There were only 2 vehicles parked in the lot.  A BMW motorcycle and an SUV.  I was wearing a Miniskirt, Silver ankle strap fuck me heels (6 in) and a see thru top (no bra) nipples hard as usual and a tiny pink thong.  I bought my token and walked into the back where the video booths are.  I put my token in.  My husband did the same and found his own booth (2 ppl in a booth are not allowed)  my curtain was partially opened and within seconds one of the only 2 men back there walked into the booth across from me. His curtain was also partially opened. He was watching me, not the video.  I motioned for him to follow me outside.  My husband found the other guy and did the same thing. (This all happened within minutes) We got into our SUV and I immediately started sucking his  cock which was still hard.  They walked over and stood on either side of us with the windows open.  I was on my knees with my ass up and my butt plug in place. They both started making comments about me and how great I looked, loved my nipples, great pussy, etc.  One of them started telling us that this happened to him once before, 20 years ago at a rest stop on the parkway and he's been fantasizing about it ever since.  The other one said "holy shit, look at the size of his cock". My husband made me stop sucking his cock,told me to sit  up and put my feet on the dash board.  He spread my legs and started fingering my pussy. He was pulling my pussy apart showing them every inch of me.  He took my tits out and started pulling and pinching my nipples, sucking on them.  They were still making comments about my pussy and nipples.  The one on my side asked if he could have a taste so put my fingers all the way in and I let him lick my fingers.  The other one asked if we wanted to watch them suck each other off.  I immediately asked if they knew each other.  They both said no.  (Are you starting to understand why they were there?)  They got in the back and started to suck each other off as if they were old friends.  It was very surreal to say the least.  The one who licked my finger asked if we wanted to get a room.  The other one said we should all chip in.  My husband said no fucking way because, and I quote "I own the pussy".  They decided that they would gladly foot the bill.  The BMW guy said to follow him because  there's a motel a minute away.  We followed them into the room and my husband told them to just sit there and watch, absolutely no touching.  They were so grateful for their good fortune that they  took their seats and we just started to fuck as if they weren't even there.  I couldn't believe how turned on I was by all of this.  I have never been naked with more than one person before.  They sat there while my husband orchastrated the entire event.  " Get on your knees and suck my cock Kat."  They watched as he fucked my face and pulled my hair to get me to take him deeper.  They were amazed with how deep I could go, even tho Iwas gagging and tears were rolling down my face.  "Lift your ass higher Kat and show them your asshole"  He took my butt plug out and started putting his fingers in my asshole, telling them to notice how much my asshole opens up for him.  They were going crazy at this point.  They started to sucked each other off for another minute or so but basically they sat there and jerked off while we continued on.  "Ouch baby, your hurting me"  as he probed my asshole open as far as he could.  "Shut the fuck up Kat". One of them actually believed that I wasn't enjoying it and said that "your hurting her".  "You shut the fuck up too and don't tell me how to treat my wife"  He shut his mouth real fast.  My husband looks and can be quite intimidating at times like these.  He then told me to get on all fours and face them and watch them jerk off while he fucked me.  He was pounding me with his huge cock while they were making comments about how well I can take a cock that size (I'm only 5'3", petite, as you can see from my photo  and he's 6' and hung like a horse). Then he made me get on my back and started fucking me again,  with my legs over his shoulders,  while he continued to finger my asshole.  "Play with your pussy now Kat.  Cum for these men or I'm getting the belt out" "Show them what a good girl you are".Being threatened with his belt and being told that I'm his good girl are  always the magic words.  He was fucking my brains out at this point, telling me to be his "good girl and show these men how well you obey"  One of my many favorite things is to play with my clit while he's fucking me till I cum.  I never came that way before he started telling me to do that. Cumming like that while he's fucking me so hard is like nothing that I've ever experienced.  The others started saying that I was such a good girl too.  He told each of them to take a leg and spread me open even further.  Each one got on either side of me, took my legs and opened them wider for him, talking to me the entire time, "Such an obedient wife"  "What a good girl" "You're so Lucky.  My wife hates to fuck" etc.  "Cum for me Kat or I will get the belt".  That did it for me,  I came so hard right in front of two perfect strangers.  Just when I thought that I couldn't move another inch, my husband grabbed me up by the back of my hair again and made me get back on all fours facing them. "You're not done yet Baby"  He told them to sit back down in their chairs and watch me get fucked in the ass now. No baby please.  I begged.  Not in front of them.  I can't relax.  "Do not defy me Kat or I'll make you bring me that belt.  I can't do it baby.  I'm too embarassed in front of strangers.  "This is why you have to Kat.  You have to get past this thing you have about your asshole being exposed.  Believe me,  I know what's best for you.  You know that"   "Reach back and Open your ass for me Kat or I'll make them do it for you.  That's right,  You know what to do.  Lift your ass higher. Good Girl.  Higher.  Look them in the eye while I fuck your ass in front of these strange men.  I've been telling you that this was coming for quite some time now.  You don't have a choice so just go with it.   That's a good girl.  Relax and Open your ass for me.  Its going to happen whether you cooperate or not so just go with it.  I WILL make them  hold you down if I have to.  You know that.  This is all a part of what we've been talking about.  All a part of your anal training.  You've come so far, dont make me get that belt.( All the while he's fucking my asshole with 3 and 4 fingers and lots of baby oil.)  There's nothing to be ashamed of Kat.  I'm right here with you.  That's right, relax and push out. (Hes pushing the head in even tho I'm still thightening up. at this point I know there's no use trying to fight it so as usual, I make up my mind to just let go.  He starts to slide in at this point, ignoring my tears)" I know it hurts baby, it always hurts but someday I promise you, it wont. You just have to listen to me and do exactly as I say at all times.   If you can do this in front of these men you will make me so proud. You want to make me proud, dont you baby?  Don't embarass me Kat or I'll embarass you with that belt.  Look them in the eye Kat.  Thats a good girl,   they're watching you get fucked in the ass just like we've talked about.  Look at them Kat.  Focus.   You're getting fucked in the ass in front of perfect strangers, this is not a fantasy, its really happening Kat.  Push back on my cock like the good girl that I know you can be.  Lift your  ass higher.  NO TEARS!   Do what I say and it will be over with soon.  That's it.  Open up.  DID I SAY YOU CAN PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN!?  Look at them now Kat.  We're all going to cum and it's all because of you. This is you job for today. You're responsible for making all of us cum.  Take it all Kat.  Do exactly as I say.  Ass  higher Kat.  As usual, I was trying inch away.  With that he told the BMW guy to stand up and hold me by my shoulders to keep me in place.  For some reason, he had the good sense to zip his pants up first because he just knew that I would have freaked at that point if he came that close to me with his cock out.   Being restrained like that made it alot easier for my husband to pound my ass like he pounds my pussy. He was still pulling my hair to make sure that I didn't break eye contact.  I kept begging him to stop because it hurt so much. He slapped me on my ass a few times really hard and told be to keep quiet. Once I quieted down he told BMW to take his seat again.  He unzipped and started stroking his cock again. He was  telling my husband that I really am well trained and to fuck me harder but the other was really worried that he was hurting me for real.  (He was but I knew that he wouldn't stop and that if I continued to carry on, he really would put me over his knee and use his belt and I was getting in up my ass either way.  One of them asked him for permission to cum!  I could not believe this was happening.  He told them they can cum after he does.  With that he started to pump my ass so hard and came for what seemed to be forever inside of my asshole with these two stranger watching and jerking off.  "Now?" one of them pleaded.  "Now" my gorgeous husband with the big cock said  and with that, they both shot their loads with my husband still in my ass, pulling me by the back of my head to make sure that I saw everything.  "You were a good girl Kat.  Get dressed now".  "OK baby".  As we were saying our good byes and they were thanking him and telling him what a lucky man he was, how they wished they had wives like me, bla, bla, bla, I wrote down the adult website we were on and gave it to BMW man.  Sure enough, that nite, he contacted us to thank us again and asked if we could do it again sometime.Since you have to create a profile to communicate with other members, he listed himself as bi curious/ marital status:"rather not say".  He also offered to have me watch him and my husband.  Altho I already knew the answer to that one, I asked my husband anyway.  "No way baby.  The only ass I'll ever fuck is yours".

 So that was the day that I learned why married men REALLY go to Porn Shops.  They're on the "Down Low"!

Monday, August 30, 2010

MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!

Monday is my birthday and my husband/owner promises that it will be a birthday weekend that I will never forget.  He is the most thoughtful, generous man so I know that there will be lots of presents but that's just the beginning.  Since my asshole and I  are always the main focus of his life, I know that, like always,  both will get lots of attention from him which is what I crave the most.  He already told me about one of my presents.  We will take a ride to our favorite Porn store and he will let me pick out my very own butt plug. (I hope they have my size in pink.) Since he has decided that he wants me to wear a plug as much as possible during the day in preparation for the evenings and as a part of my on going anal training,(I still have a hard time accomodating his big fat cock with ease )he has been inserting the only plug we own in my ass before he leaves for work every morning.  It is rather large and difficult to insert. As much as he tells me to relax, he knows that I struggle with this every day . It is downright painful both going in and coming out.  Every morning he makes me get up on the bed on all fours and has to work very hard to accomplish his final task before he leaves for the day.  He has been becoming more impatient lately, telling me that I'm not cooperating, not relaxing, not focusing and accuses me of being willful and disobedient.  This morning he lost all patience with this repeated pattern so he pulled me over his knee, took out his belt and gave me several hard smacks to quiet me down. He made me remain over his knees. He then ordered me hold my own ass open and told me that this was my last chance (he was already running late for work)  He told me that it was going in whether I wanted it or not. He was considerate enough to use alot of lube and relaxed me with his fingers first.  He also knows that when he positions me OTK and does anal play and examinations, it is extremely embarassing and humiliating for me.  He knows that I do not want him to see me this way.  He purposely asks me if I am embarassed and my answer is alway the same...."yes sir" .
 "Push out and relax Kat.  Breathe for God Sakes.  You're making me late for work".    "I'm trying baby.  Please don't make it hurt"  "You're the one thats making it hurt Katrina. You know what to do but refuse to cooperate". 3 more swipes with his belt and it finally popped in, He knows that it is more than uncomfortable to wear all day long and has promised me that he will buy me one that is easier to accomodate. Like I said, he is very thoughtful and always has my best interests at heart .

I am very excited to go to the store and pick out my very own plug. The only catch is that I will have to stand there while he and the saleman discuss my specific needs in detail  and the reason that I need to go down a size.  He purposly does this because he knows  that it humiliates me to no end when he speaks about me to another person while I am made to just stand there without saying a word. He will tell the salesman that it will be my "reminder plug".  He will tell him that  I will only be required to wear the large one during punishment. After we make our purchase, he will take me in the fitting room, remove my old one (ouch) and insert my new birthday present.  He will purposly speak loud enough so that the salesman will hear and know everything that is going on behind the curtain.  When we reappear, He will require me to thank the salesman for taking the time to help us find the right size.

Fridays are usually "teen free", our 2 teens will be out by the time he gets home from work.  I'm sure that the weekend will start as it always does.  When the kids aren't around, I am required to wear whatever he desires.  It's always the same type of look but he insists on telling me specifically what he expects to see me dressed in when he walks in the door:  Mini shirt or  sheer dress, never any bra or panties and of course my "magic fuck me heels".

He will walk in the door, kiss me long and hard and his hand will immediately go straight for my asshole.  He says he can't help it, it's an automatic reflex and that since he owns it, he can do whatever he wants with it. He will twist my old plug around and push it in deeper just to see me wince. Since it's dinner time, I will be in the kitchen. He will make me bend over to remove my large plug.  Like I said, it hurts going in and coming out. Then two things will take place in no particular order, usually near the kitchen counter:  He will push me down by my shoulders and make me kneel  in front of him.  "Take my cock out".  Of course he already has a raging hard on at this point because, as usual, we have been sex texting each other all day, every day.  I do as I'm told.  "Open" he tells me.  Again, I immediately do as I'm told.  As I start to lick the head of his cock to get it wet, he grabs me by the back of my hair and shoves his cock down my throat.  He likes to fuck my mouth like he fucks my pussy and is working on training me to relax enough so that I will be able to take his cock all the way down my throat without gagging.  Not that he doesn't enjoy watching me gag and bring tears to my eyes.  The more he forces my head down on his cock while pulling my hair, the more I gag and cry.  That's his favorite part of fucking my face. Gagging and crying.  If I resist he tells me that I'd better be his obedient whore or I will get the belt.  Hearing this makes my throat relax and start to open up, allowing his cock to ease down my throat just a little bit more.  When he sees that I am trying he always tells me that I'm his "good girl" and hearing those words makes my pussy even more wet and makes me want to please him even more.  I love when he tells me that I'm his good girl.

When he has had enough of fucking my face, he pulls me up by the back of my hair and bends me over the kitchen counter.  He uses his feet to kick my legs apart.  At this point I have to reach back and spread my pussy so that he can shove his rock hard cock up into my pussy in one hard fast stroke.  It hurts like hell but for some reason my pussy continues to drip. He starts fucking me really hard.  If I try to ease the pounding that I am getting by trying to climb up the counter and away from him, he uses the back of my hair like the reins on a horse and pulls me back.  At that point there is no escape, no matter how many times I ask him to go easy on me.  Asking him that only makes him fuck me harder. He reminds me that he owns this pussy and just laughs. While he is pounding at my pussy, calling me his little whore, telling me that its useless to try to get away, he starts fingering my asshole.  There is no need for any lube, all he needs is my pussy juice as my asshole is still pretty wide open because of the plug that he just took out.  I know what's coming next.  "Please baby, don't.  I'm so sore from wearing my plug.  I need a break".  He takes that comment as willful disobedience and starts to use his belt on my ass.  He tells me that my ass was made to be fucked and beaten.  He loves to leave his marks on my ass at the beginning of the weekend and makes me look in the mirror all weekend to remind me of the consequences when I question his authority and to also remind me that I am his.   He pulls his cock out of my pussy, pulls my hips back and tells me to stick my ass out the way that he taught me to.  I immediately do that and brace myself.  He starts to stick his engorged head into my asshole.  As always, my reflex is to tighten up.  Again the belt cracks down on my ass cheeks.  "How many times have we been thru this Katrina?  Why do you always make this so difficult?  You should know by now that I'm going to fuck your ass and fuck it hard.  Resisting only makes it more painful for you and makes me have to fuck you harder to remind you of your place.  Your tears have no affect on me so stop trying.  Calm down, pull yourself together and let me in.  Push out and just relax,  Show me what a good girl you can be for me."  He finally said the magic words.  All I want to do is be his "good girl".  I pull myself together and reach back to spread my ass open for him.  He pushes in fast and hard.  When he is all the way in, he stops.  He knows how hard I'm trying to please him.  He tells me that he wants me to tell him to fuck me in my ass.  He makes me say the words: "Fuck my ass"  He still doesn't move.  "What did you just say"?  "Fuck my ass please".  "Thats better, you're learning"  Now push out Katrina.  I promise that if you continue to do everything I say, someday soon you will come to me of your own free will and beg me to do this to you."   I know that it hurts you now but you've come so far and I have faith in you.  If you really didn't want me to do this to you, your pussy wouldn't be so wet now would it?"   "No baby.  I know you're right, you're always right about these things".  With that he starts to fuck me in my ass.  He tells me to rub my clit.  Tells me to play with my pussy.  I do and that immediately relaxes me.  I no longer feel like I need to climb over the counter to get away from his throbbing cock in my ass.  I begin to push my ass out further to meet his hard strokes.  My clit is getting harder and my pussy is dripping and throbbing.  He knows that I'm about to cum so he pounds my ass even harder.  Even after all this time, I'm amazed at how hard he can fuck my ass and how much I can take.  I can feel him start to shudder.  I push back even harder because I want to make him cum harder than ever before.  He pumps himself into my ass.  This is when I'm at my happiest.  Knowing that I have his cum in my ass.  He stays inside of me for another minute or so.  When he finally pulls out, he comments about how open my asshole still is. He puts his hand on my back and makes me stay in that position, bent over the counter.  I hear his cameraphone go off.  He has taken a picture of my opened asshole.  He tells me that if I ever leave him that he will show this picture to everyone we know.  I know that I am his forever.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Kat's Owner

My name is Kat which is short for Katrina.  I am a sub who is owned mind, heart, body, soul and especially ass by my husband.  I finally came to terms that I was a true sub late in life when I met my husband a few years ago. Up until then, I was your typical east coast, Italian bossy bitch.  No man would or could ever control me. I want what I want when I want it.....  I actually had contempt for women who allowed themselves to be subservient to any man.  Then I met my husband.  He found me on an on line dating site, something that never interested me before.  I was on for about two weeks and he popped up.  He didn't look anything like any of the other men who wrote to me.  He had a gorgeous face and long beautiful hair. Tall and thin, tastfully tattooed and I could tell by his profile essay that he was very intelligent. Later on I found out that he was hung like a horse.  My "wet dream man". All of the others looked like they could be my father.  After a few emails he called me.  He told me that he had been on these sites for quite some time and was just about to give up. We talked about the trials of on line dating.  Having had many unsuccessful dates himself, he said that he knows in 2.3 seconds of meeting someone face to face whether or not there is a connection.  I just laughed.  We met for coffee soon after that conversation and just like he said, we both knew in 2.3 seconds.  We have been inseperable ever since.

He was a perfect gentleman for the first few dates.  Infact, I was starting to wonder if he was even attracted to me but for the first three weekends in a row, he made that long 70 mile trip down the parkway faithfully.  On the forth weekend, it happened.  He took me up to my bedroom, and we started to fuck around.  When he took his shirt off and pulled his hair out of his ponytail he looked like the wildman that I had been dreaming about and his actions fit his appearance. My pussy was dripping wet.  I'm usually a bit shy at first.  I haven't had many partners as I have always been in long term relationships but with him I just knew that it was o.k. to finally let go.  I don't know what possessed me to to this with this man who was basically a stranger to me physically but when he started fucking me in the traditional missionary position, I turned over and got on all fours and showed him my asshole.  He immediately stuck his tongue in and started fucking it with his fingers. I felt an electrical bolt surge thru my body. If you knew me, you would know that I have always had a phobia about letting anyone even see that part of my anatomy. Anal sex always played a major role in my fantasies but no one ever knew that. It was just too embarassing and so forbidden but this was an impulse thing on my part.  It turned out that he too was fixated on this part of a woman's anatomy but never had the opportunity to really explore it with anyone before.  Needless to say, as time went on ( and it didn't take very long) he managed to make me confess all of my hidden secrets and fantasies to him.  Finally I was free to do and say everything that had been bottled up inside of me for years.  I have told him things that I thought I would take to my grave.  Our analerotic fixation seeps into every part of our everyday life together.  He taught me that there is no shame, no limitations and absolutely no negotiating when he wants something new from me.  No matter what it is, if he wants he, he has to have it.  He has this power over me that I've only read about in my favorite porn stories.  I really thought that this was all fiction, the product of someone's overactive imagination.  Well, I'm here to tell you that I am living proof that couples like us really do exist.  To the outside world we are just another happily married couple but behind closed doors he is my owner.  If I dare defy him, without warning I find myself on the wrong side of his belt, OTK, kicking and screaming, bargaining, promising him that I'll be his good girl.....then the fun really starts.  (To be continued)